It doesn't snow here which is a bummer. Actually today it's a beautiful sunny cloudless day .. right now outside of my bedroom window I'm looking at clear blue skies .. kinda horrid really. I wish it would snow .. Except as one gentleman told us at church, if it snowed here, all of our houses would fall down and we'd freeze to death and umm it would be amageddon. We just aren't equipped for that kinda blissful weather .. sigh ..
But the other reason I love winter is because of winter clothes ! I LOVE winter clothes .. well who wouldn't .. summer is so boring .. summer noone actually wears clothes .. it's too darn hot ... At least in winter you get to experiment with styles and jackets and boots and HATS ! and I just bought a new hat yesterday for $15.00 .. like it ?
This actually hit home quite alot. I've been wandering around the past few weeks, making some decisions. I have hit a roadblock in life - it's called being eternally single. I don't want that. I have been offered opportunities to seek for companionship outside of what I have grown up to believe is the only way, that is relying on and seeking people/friends/groups outside of the church. I don't have anything against non-members or even non-member friends, but have always steered away from seeking a companion who is a non-member, because of my conditioning and learning throughout my life. But I have come to the realisation that this is not the only path that I have too follow and I have come to realise if I continue on the path I have been on, I am going to be very old and very lonely very soon. Actually I am already very lonely and very nearly very old, hence the exploration into other social circles. I've decided to give it a go. Wish me luck, or something.
